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Smack! Mother kicks me In the face
I cry inside, while my heart begins to race
Smack! She hits me again, I topple to the ground
I try to stay still, I don’t make a sound
I can hardly breath I cough up blood
My tearing eyes begin to flood
My breathing becomes heavier, I can't speak
I start to panic, I feel so weak
She pushes me down, my face hit’s the floor
She laughs as I beg “please mum no more”
I start to shiver, I start to shake
Its like a volcano beginning to wake
She strikes me again
I let out a cry
Tears stream down my face
is it time to die
you’ve took away my happiness mum
you’ve broke my heart in two
you’ve made me feel so stressed mum
you’ve beet me black and blue
I hate this world mum
I hate myself too
But the thing is mum
I don’t want to hate you
I’m gonna take my life mum
You wanna know why?
Cos I cant take it no more mum
You must want me to die?
I’m gonna follow my mind mum
I gonna go with my heart
Both of them are telling me mum
“we are better off apart”
like anyone will care mum
Or anyone will bother
I’m just a little kid mum
Who’s hated by her mother
You say that you don’t love me mum
You say that you don’t care
But how you gonna feel mum
Knowing I’m not there?
You make me insecure mum
You make me want to hide
Maybe when I’m gone mum
you’ll know the pain I felt inside
Remember when you said mum
‘love’ isn’t a word for me?
You don’t know how much that hurt mum
Maybe now you’ll see
So what shall I do mum?
Shall I hold my breath?
'Cos the responsibility’s not yours mum
Putting me to death
So this is it mum
I take a knife
I slit my wrists mum
I end my life
There’s blood all around me mum
I cant believe its all mine
There’s no turning back mum
Ill die in a short time
It hurts so much mum
Watching myself die
All I can do is wait mum
I cant even cry
So dig me a grave mum
Dig the grave deep
I don’t want a gravestone mum
Or flowers at my feet
Dig it out of site mum
Dig it under a tree
Do what you please mum
I don’t care, 'cos now I’m free
I have one last question mum
Now I’ve said goodbye
You’re the one who’s in the wrong
So why am I the one to die?
Guess what, I’m in heaven mum
And everything’s alright
I’m glad you’ll never her mum
you’ll never see the light
Your gonna go to hell mum
When everything up here is great
Your gonna see fire and flames mum
When I see a beautiful pearl gate
Its really warm up here mum
And the sky is baby blue
There are flowers everywhere
And guess what mum, I’m an angel too.